I don’t know what is going on with me at the moment – basically all I want to do is sleep. Or lie in a warm comfortable bed at least, dozing gently.
My joints ache rather than hurting while I’m in bed. Today while I’ve been up, despite maxing out the painkillers, and doing my exercises, both my hip and shoulder have been hurting. Tonight I went to scratch my shoulder and it crunched and I nearly cried.
Just bad luck, the doctor said, just bad luck that this will be the fourth time in 18 months that I’ve needed physio for an injury on the left side of my body.
Really? Is that really the conclusion that should be reached? So I’m doing my exercises, popping my pills and sleeping away my mornings, except I can’t tomorrow because it’s guitar and so we’ve got to be up and out of the house by 9.30.
Hm. Driving isn’t much fun either. Changing gear crunches my shoulder, and the clutch makes my leg ache. Surely I shouldn’t be falling apart just yet? I went to the GP because I want to know how to help myself, not because I wanted stronger painkillers, I certainly didn’t want to be snaked at because I know what a rotator cuff is. Gah.
I’m repeating myself, sorry. This is just so frustrating, not getting any actual help or advice.
I think I need to be in bed (again).
Have a sunset.





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