Being present.

Or not very. Because it’s something I struggle with tbh. I find it so difficult to switch off from twitter, blogs, t’internet, thoughts of writing, emails to answer, posts to write, posts to read…

and then, the other night, I found myself sitting, with a sleeping baby on my knee, the only person left awake in the house.

And, it seemed, the only person left awake on twitter. Everything was still, everything was quiet. I could hear the baby breathing, feel her warmth on my arms, and I could savour the peace without any interruptions.

All that was going through my head were a couple of lines of a poem, I think one I wrote, though I can’t be sure. It’s a long time since I’ve written poetry.

“In the quiet hours of morning

long before the sun is dawning”

and that’s as far as it went. There’s something about a dream sprite and ideas and it ends with

“I alone awake

and softly magic make”

But I can’t catch it. There isn’t enough presence outside of the mother and the twitterer and the blogger and the tiredness to capture those words again, so I guess I just have to go on practising being present with the children instead.

Post written hurriedly for the writing workshop prompt 1 although I’ve been trying to find the time for it all week. Sigh.


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10 responses to “Being present.”

  1. This post has caught me and made me think about how infrequently I manage to be present at the moment. Whilst I consider my iPhone invaluable for the links it gives me to the outside world there is something a bit empty about endless surfing and tweeting and blog reading, great as those are instantaneously. It’s made me think about how I also need to grab and be in for moments too. Thanks for giving me that flash of a wake up call.
    .-= Jenny´s last blog ..Crying Sleeping Sadness =-.

    1. @Jenny your response made me take another look, and I’m trying harder too.

  2. chrisotherwise avatar
    chrisotherwise

    Wow, this really struck a chord. Not directly related, but there hasn’t been a time in the last ten years or so that I’ve been “offline”. Always at the end of a phone or email waiting for the next problem to come along. Makes you long for the time before mobile phones and the web when you really could be uncontactable. Hmm…

    1. @Chris drop the phone down the loo, disconnect the ipad and take off in the caravan. Go, just go!

  3. Oh my god. YOU HAVE TO WRITE THAT POEM.
    Actually, it would work with just those four lines, if no more will come…
    golly.
    .-= mamacrow´s last blog ..Goodbye September- Hello October! =-.

    1. @mamacrow I luvs you I do 🙂

  4. So lovely. You hit the nail on the head. It is written so well for being hurried. Excellent.

    1. @Susan thank you. I’m beginning to suspect I do my best writing when I just get on with it!

  5. ah now I’m afraid the first two lines of your poem just made me think of the Postman Pat song. Early in the morning, just as day is dawning, Pat feels he’s a really happy man!
    .-= Sarah´s last blog ..Whaletone weekend =-.

  6. You’ve hit the nail on the head for me too, it’s always snatches of things, rushed, never quite complete. I’m very impressed that you made the time to write this post, sometimes the short, quick ones really are the best I reckon.

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